[27 Apr 2004|05:17pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | FrEaK-A-LeAk//Petey PabloOo ] Today has been prettyyy goood. I finally talked to Coach Howe about my grade, and its better now. THANK GOD- maybe I'll actually be UN-grounded now. Nothing too exciting happened at school today. I had this Peer Training meeting at Lunch but I didnt go, so now I have to make a counciling appointment with my counselor, cuz I'm actually really interested in being a peer trainer and someone recommended me to be one, so that makes me feel pretty damn good. The only good thing about Sandra being gone is that me and Lisa actually get to talk and like hang-out! cuz usually its just Lisa and Sandra or Sandra and me... yeah 3 can be a crowd I guess. cuz theres usually a 3rd wheel. But anyways- Matt didn't wanna come to school today cuz he didnt wanna deal with anyones bullshit..HA- then I saw him at lunch and I said "hi" but he didn't say anything, and then like 5 mins later he got up and left. How dumb, he is going to be all butthurt cuz I asked him to back off a little, I said I didnt want a boyfriend and I didnt wanna really be involved with anyone. Too much drama dude. I'm not going to deal with it. There is a yearbook signing party next week! I'm excited, I wanna go but not by myself, haha, I was going to ask Lisa Girl if she would go with me. Hopefully she will. Last night I got off work like 3 hours early, so I went with my lil' Becky to find some shoes and other assessories for PROM. We saw Brandon and his mommy there, Brandon was acting wierd, he was kinda bitchy! He was kinda like that today too. His mom is such a lil' sweetie pie. I miss her. Prolly more then Brandon. HAHAhahahaHAHA. So for summer break I was thinking that it would be toally AWESOME for just the girls to go on a trip to Cali. or Cancun or something, maybe meet some HOT guys, drink a little, dance a little, and just HAVE FUN! yeah that would be awesome.... now only if our parentals will let us... wait let me re-phrase that... MY parentals. Wouldn't that be cooli girls?? Well I have to go now. I'll write later. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo luv you guys! MuAH! XOXOXO <333 Kalie 1 Does | Do You Love Me?

another day... [26 Apr 2004|03:39pm] [ mood | UGH! ] [ music | Don't tell me//Avril Lagvine ] Well WOW I havent written in here in a long time.. Seriously... nothing new.. grounded as always. cuz of stupid coach howes class! i'm tellin' you that guy doesnt like me... prolly cuz i don't play sports! but we definetly wont go there.  So Sandra left on Friday for South Africa... that is such an opportunity- shes a lucky girl.But its been hell since she has left.. Becky and Lisa are in a fight. My "dating" shit isnt working really well cuz SOMEONE is getting a little too attached and all the fucking drama is coming with it... this is exactly why i didnt wanna get involved with ANYone.. its fucking freshmen year all over again. I don't wanna live in the past. I need some advice. prolly from Erynn cuz she is very outspoken, and I took her advice last time and it was great... I didnt focus on guys, and i had like no drama or anything at all and i even got my grades up. so yeah. But back to this Becky and Lisa fight... I really dont know what to say to Becky cuz I dont want her to be mean and I don't want her to get mad at me.. but best friends are suppost to give there opinion and advice, right? okay. so I am not picking any sides or anything but I really think that Beck is getting too attached to Derek, cuz oh man Lisa and him have been good friends since like 8th grade. I dont want Becky to think i'm going against her cuz i'm not, I see where she is coming from too. and thats why we all fight, because we all have different points-of-view of things. Beck- the only reason why i'm saying you're too attached is because I was once too and I realize and regret now for accusing my good friends for flirting and stuff towards him. Now- I realize how ridiculous I was being, and I don't want you to have that feeling. And also if your getting mad at your friends, what do you have to say about your boyfriend? Girls-please don't fight. US girls are suppost to stick together! like glue! Anyways I have to work today, with Holly Dolly! I'm so upset, everyones hours are getting cut at work. I gotta find a new job. maybe i'll go work at subway with Lisaaa. OMG! I cannot wait til' summer! i'll be UNgrounded.. frickin party dude! all the partying I missed during the school year. I can't believe there is only 4 weeks left..thats so crazy. okay well I need to go get ready for work now. i'll try and write again soon. <333 you guys xoxoxo <3 Kalie 1 Does | Do You Love Me?

Still Grounded... [09 Apr 2004|09:16pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | 311- The Love Song ] Wow I haven't written in here for a looonnnggg time... Thats just cuz I have been grounded, and i'm not allowed on my computer. I'm not allowed to do a lot of things it fucking sucks.I swear My parents are so gaaayyy. Well my dad. I get grounded for frickin EVERYTHING. and i NeVeR get to do anything. My friends have no idea how lucky they are sometimes. By the time I get ungrounded, I swear I wont have any friends cuz they will all forget about me. Even when I'm UN-grounded, I never get invited anywhere. and I'm not the type to invite myself. At All. But Anyways. Today we didnt have school cuz its Good Friday. I got up at like 11, oh it was so relaxing. then I washed my car. and took a shower then rented a movie for tonight. Since I cant go to Lisa's Kegger. I called Matt last night cuz we havent talked in a long time, but he was out with people so I just told him to call me back. I decided that I think High School relationships are f*en stupid. It seriously nothing but drama. And me being all like AWWW i can't get anyone i'm so ugly blah blah blah blah blah... U know. So i'm just not worrying about boys anymore, I don't want a boyfriend. I'm all for dating though. haha. So Sandra likes Will I think. Its kinda wierd for me though cuz i used to really REALLY like Will. and now like my REALLY really good friend is getting with him. I dunno, I guess I just have to be happy for her. cuz they are like perfect for each other and he seems to like her WAYYYY more then he ever did me. So yeah. U go Sandra girl. Oh Wow, So Weds. Brandon, Torrie, me, Thomas, Robby Rob, and some other kid I have never seen before ditched school from like 2 hour til' the end of school. Originally it was Brandon, Me, Torrie, and Thomas, but when we went back to the school 4th hour we saw Robby Rob and Brandon was all Lets go! I was all alright! haha. it was grrrreat. ((I got high for the first time! haha)) it was so relaxing. I was thinking that we gotta do it again. For SurrRrE. Oh yeah and Brandon and me... we are DEFINETLY just friends. he is so much cooler that way. I'm so happy I'm finally getting over him. Hanging-out with him is helping too. so thats good. Now if I could just get UN-grounded! UGH. Well I dont have much more to say so I'm going to go watch my movie now. luv yas xoxoxoxoxoxoxo MUAH <33333 Kalie p.s. Should I go to PROM?? are you going?? leave me a comment! <3 2 Does | Do You Love Me?

My Thoughts.... [31 Mar 2004|06:20pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | YellowCard- Only One ] "..I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me I need to move on, on the other side I wanna break down and cry.." Every little saying, song lyric...anything that I put on my away message.. profile, journal....is about you Not cuz I still like you- but cuz you taught me the hardest lesson of my life... If I could rewind, I would have never hurt you......you don't deserve it. I never thought I would feel this way about anyone. It's been a year and a month.....I still think about you... dream about you.... and wanna be with you. Would you ever come back to me? Do you ever think about me? People used to say we were the perfect couple What was I thinking....................I wasn't. Some days it gets to me more then others...Today is one of those days. I miss you...                                              I'm so sorry. "How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done? I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run.. I know that I hurt you things will never be the same, The only love I ever knew I threw it all away.." "I feel so broken up//And I give up//Just want to tell you so you know...  Here I go ScReaM my lungs out And try to get to you You are my only one I let go but there's just no one That gets me like you do You are my only, my only one.." "Late night drives, All alone in my car, I can't help but start, Singin' lines from all out favorite songs, And melodies in the air, Singin' life just ain't fair, Sometimes I still just can't believe you're gone.." So many nights// Legs tangled tight// Wrap me up in a dream with you// Close up these eyes// Try not to cry// All I got to pull me through// Is memories of you// **Actions speak louder then words...** -Always tell someone how you feel cuz you don't know if you or them will be here tomorrow.... Gotta let it burn......                    I miss you.... B.C.C. 2 Does | Do You Love Me?

i think i want someone... *special* [23 Mar 2004|02:54pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | 311- The Love Song ] Well today has been pretty good. It's my little brothers 15th birthday today. and I have to work, so he decided he wanted to come to Fuddies and eat for his b-day. There is a Home baseball game today and i can't go cuz of work! GrRrrR.. but there is one tomorrow too so i'm going to that one with Nicole and Sandra. Brandon's mom is having a little party thing tonight and she invited my mom. I was suppost to go too but it is at 7, and my mom doesnt know if she wants to go without me. I told her to just go. Lately I have been trying to.. become better friends with Brandon. cuz i hate the fact that we arent good friends. So I guess Matt really wants me. But its kinda funny cuz he is always with Shelby when I see him and like when i ask about her he is like "Ooh no no no, I don't like Shelby she is a stupid slut." but then i see him with her and he is all happy. so yeah, i'm definetly NOT going to get in the middle of that. plus, i just dont like Matt that way. Well there is one boy out of the picture, playerrr ass Dennis. All he wants is sex. but he ain't getting it from me. Guys are so f*en dumb. They only think with their smaller heads. The day I find a guy that is decent and thinks more with his other head then that will be the guy. HA! that will never happen. So anyways, I don't like anyone right now. But one person I have noticed has kinda looked at me and I have kinda looked at him... but i would totally prefer not to say who it is. I DEFINETLY do NOT want to get into that again. But yeah. I just kinda keepin' it real i guess. Although I do feel kinda alone....I dont wanna show it though. OH WOW- I decided to work full time over summer((to save up some $$)) so I can get an apartment next year! ((AHH exciting!)) so I was talking to my dad about it last night and he was giving me all this info. and stuff. And then he was saying that as long as I'm in school he will help me with me funds. I was like YES!! but I hope Becky still wants to be part of it. cuz I know for a fact I will not be able to live on my own.. like finaccally... see i can't even spell it! lol. Well I have to go get ready for work now. luv yas xoxoxoxoox <333333 Kalie ((Sorry if none of my shit made sense today.... I feel all wierd today??)) **All I got to keep me movin' on is memories of you...** **miss you.. i miss you..** 5 Does | Do You Love Me?

Last Night of Spring Break... [20 Mar 2004|10:32pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Trapt- stories ] Well today has been just peachey. I had to work all day. nothing too exciting happened... This Spring Break has been alright. I swear i didnt even do anything! like i stayed the night at Sandras and we went to a party then i went camping for 3 days with my family and Becky. That was kinda fun. I love hanging-out with my becky! Oh just wait though, next years Spring Break is going to be AWESOME... we'll be 18 BeckY, YAY! lol. So yeah it was really gay cuz i couldnt do anything last night so i watched a frickin movie and went to sleep. And tonight is another gay frickin night cuz my parents are at some wedding and i have to wait til' they get home to do anything so i called to see if Matt could come over and chill for a while and they were all like why are you asking so late?? i was like umm okay i just got off work at 8:30 and i have to wait for you guys to get home.. so yeah. Oh man i'm kinda upset about that. they are being so gay... it the last day of Spring Break!.. plus i had to work all day. Whatever. So yeah tomorrow Sandra is suppost to come over so we can work on our 600 pt. book reprot for english! UGH.. that is going to suck. Rachel was telling me that she got hers done but it took her 8 hours! ohh god. So in the Boy Department right now... well it sucks. but hey. who cares right?.. yeah so.. i dont even think i like anybody.... and some days i feel like i want a boyfriend... and then other days i just love being single. But then i really want a boyfriend cuz i see all my friends with there little cute flings or boyfriends. so i dont know. i'm trying to not let it get to me.  I really REALLY need to focus on school for these next 9 weeks... i already have to take summer school. but if i actually wanna have a life over summer i better keep my ass on track. i know i can pass all my classes ((for surre)) but like i want to get better then a C for once. so i'm going to try. Well i think i am done writing for today. luv yas! xoxoxoxo Muah xoxoxoxox <33333 Kalie So many nights Legs tangled tight Wrap me up in a dream with you Close up these eyes Try not to cry All that i got to pull me through Is memories of you.... 2 Does | Do You Love Me?

fun day [12 Mar 2004|10:54pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | None ] Well today was just great. It was a half day at school, and of course i went to Sandra's house after school for the tanning party! It's kinda funny though cuz i think we spent more time in her house-lol. Dennis came over after a little while and just chilled. I went and bought a new swim suit. haha. Overall i think Sandra, Nichole, Lisa, Nikki, Christine, Dennis, and me had a good time.  I had to work today at 4 but i was about 10 minutes late. When i was there, for some reason, i couldnt stop thinking about Dennis. So after a while i like dropped everything and went and picked up the phonebook to look for Albertsons in Queen Creek # ((thats where he works and he had to work at 4)) so i called it and i ask to speak with Dennis Hester and like 2 mins. later he was all Hello. who is this?? i was all heyy! its kalie. and he was all hey sorry but you cant call me on here, but whats up? i was all oh wow i'm sorry okay well.. i was just wondering if... you would like to come over tonight after work and watch a movie with me? and he was all......ohh well i already have plans. so i was just like oh ok i'm sorry ttyl bye... For a while i was wondering what he was doing tonight and with who?? but yeah. i dont really care. He said he wants to hang out tomorrow. i guess his parents are leaving for the whole day. but what he doesnt know is that when he calls me tomorrow, i'm going to be like ohh well i have plans.. til' 9. but if you want you can come over and hang out after!   I dont want him to think that i like him right now for some reason.. or that i'm like obsessed with him. i just wanna... let it flow. But yeah, so for tomorrow i think i'm going to call Sandra bright and early like around 11 and ask if she wants to come over to tan til i go to work. Hopefully she'll want to. I love hanging out with that girl- she is so awesome! Okay well i'm getting wayyy tired so i think i'm going to go now. Good Night Everyone- Sweet Dreams <3 xoxoxoxoxox MuAH <3333333 Kalie 1 Does | Do You Love Me?

BaSebALL rules! [09 Mar 2004|08:12pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Shortie do whap!-- Baby Bash ] Well today was pretty good. Nothing too exciting happened at school, i'm so happy my grades are going up! That means i'll have a GREAT spring break. At lunch frickin boys are so immature and throw a tennis ball like as hard as they could at my lil Lisa, yeah it was an accident but still! ((I hope you are okay now Lisa Lise!)) OHH man, after school i was walking down the stairs with LaLa and a gust of wind just decided to go up my skirt making FLYYY! and like all these guys were like OMG that was so awesome! it was pretty damn embarrsing. Sandra, Nichole and me went to the Varsity Baseball game today. it was fun. After a little while Kyle and TREVOR came and sat with us! i was like HEYYYY ;) ((haha)) On Friday Sandra, Nichole, Lisa, and me ((so far)) are having a tanning party at Sandra's! CANT WAIT!((we definetly need some HOTT guys though... you know some sunscreen appliers!)) what sucks though is that i have to go to gay work at 4- i might call in though. Oh yeah, so my birthday was pretty good. from what i can remember. HAHA. i need to go out more often. like on the weekends and shizzel. Blame that on my damn parentals though. its them i have to listen too... for another year anyway! HA! So in the BoY department... umm i dont want a boyfriend, yeah some guys are hott and i want to hang out with them more but i definetly dont want a boyfriend! expecially with Spring Break coming up! Holy moly! oh yes. So i found out this one kid likes me, but i dont like him that way. and like he always has to have a g/f, i swear he has been out with like 30 different girls. i have had 4 b/f since freshman year. but yeah.. I hope i dont work ALOT over spring break. that would sOoOooOo SUCK! i wanna hang out! not just with my girls but with guys too! i still want my lap dance! HAHA oh yeah.. all i wanted for my birthday was a lap dance ((from a guy)) maybe a little tongue.. but nooo! haha jm. ANYWAYS i'm going to go take a shower now i'll write later.  luv yas xoxoxoxoxoxoxo MuAH   <3333 Kalie     **TrEvOr ReEvEs is so motherf*en HOT!** Do You Love Me?

its going to be a good week.. [01 Mar 2004|05:07pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | Roses- Outkast ((I think thats it!)) ] Well today was pretty good. School was.. school duh. lol. nothing too exciting really at school. Wow i havent written for a while so yeah.. i actually got to go out over the weekend! WOW! Friday i had to work though.. Brad and Pokey came and visited me and when i got off we just chilled in the parking lot for a while ((hahaha)) then i went home and slept. I had to work Saturday morning so when i got home around 4 like absolutly no one was home so i just took a shower and got ready even though i had nooo idea what i was doing. Well i was going to have people over at my house for a movie night but Rachel ended up calling me so like 12 people just chilled at her house cuz no one was home at her house. I had to work Sunday morning and then i went home around 5 but i eventually went back to work with Becky cuz it was our Managers last day and we had a party for her.. Beck and me only stayed til' like 8:40 she went home though.. i didnt have to be home til' 9:30 so i went and hung out with Matthew. Yeah it wasnt like a PARTY HaRdY weekend but hey i was just happy i could go out. lol. Now as for this coming up weekend... PARTY HARDY! lol! My birthday is on Friday- and i will be able to hang out again. but this time i wanna be at someones house partying my f*en ass off and get so wasted- lol! so i hope i can just tell me parentals that i'm staying at Beck's or Lisa's or something. and Hopefully they will be with me. hehee. So MORP is on Saturday and i think i'm going to go to that. but i decided i wanted to go single. i hope people go. I don't like anyone still... i think i am enjoying being single. I'm saving myself for.. CARTER. haha- just messing. but yes. I am going to go eat something now! i'll write again sooner or later! luv yas xoxoxoxoxo <3333 Kalie Do You Love Me?

what a better day.. [24 Feb 2004|03:40pm] [ mood | nerdy, lets get freaky! (haha) ] [ music | Genuwine- in those jeans! ] Well today has been not too bad. It was late start cuz AIMS testing. ((i already passed)) and its tomorrow too!..YES! so this morning i got up at like 8:15.. that extra 2 hours is grrreat. so i got ready, then went to school and got Sandra and we went to starbucks and Albertsons AND McDonalds. When we got to school the minute bell rang. and i swear i was tardy to ALL my classes today. I think i'm going to go out to breakfast tomorrow or something. but Sandra has to take AIMS tomorrow so she wont be coming. *sad puppy face* I think Lisa was going to go with me this time. GOSH i love late starts! lol. Becky was suppost to go with me today but i guess she got up late. She left me a message on my celly, i think me and her might go tomorrow. But i want Lisa to go toooo! Oh well i'll figure it out tomorrow. Other then b-e-a-utiful late start, i had to stand in 1st hour cuz thats what Coach Howe makes u do when ur late, and Dennis came and talked to me. *BIG smile* and he has been talking to me like ALL week. He told me he was going to call me like last weekend but he thought i would be too busy or something ((yeah whatever.. doing what?? haha))Wow he is so hott though. I have always had a little thing for him. but like other girls always got in the way ((cough cough KiM)) but thats over now! so i am just going to be his friend for now. maybe play a little hard to get... lol. School has been getting better, i guess. My grades are going UP instead of DOWN so thats a good thing. I ReALLy ReAllY hope i can hang out with my girlies soon. I MISS YOU GIRLS SO MUCH! My good good friend from Chandler, Ashley, should be coming to visit soon. i miss her so much. i've known her since the 3rd grade. Oh man i was so excited yesterday when i got home from cashing my check... my credit card finally came in the mail! i FINALLY get to go shopping! most likely this weekend. When i'm NOT working. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow, getting the teeth clean! yay! but i kinda dont like the dentist... sometimes they make me uncomfortable. but i like my teeth clean! haha Anyways i'm a dork, so i'm going to go now. i'll write later. <333 Kalie xoxoxox luv yas MUAH 2 Does | Do You Love Me?

never ever.. [20 Feb 2004|10:17pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Christina- Loving me 4 me ] Well today.. could have been better. School sucked, as always. My first two hours suck (grade wise) but i'm trying hard, and there going up. Thank God cuz i dont know how much more of this NOT being able to hang out with my friends or do ANYTHING on the weekends i am going to take... it frickin SuCkS, i swear i'm like becoming depressed because of it... i dont have ANY fun anymore... and i think i can blame that some what on my parents cuz they need to frickin lighten up.. they have NEVER been this strict. I was suppost to hang out with my girls Lisa, Becky, Sandra, LisO.. and other people. ((i'm so so so sorry girls.. its my damn parents)) then Dominic called me and so did Brad. Gosh.. i swear. Tonight i had to work.. but i was working for Vanessa cuz it was her birthday and they schduled her to work and i felt bad so i was like aww i'll take your hours for you. Yup so i get to work and OH what do ya know my frickin manager is ALREADY bitching at me for soMEthing StUpID. I swear i hate my job. oh but i was surprize MUCHO by STACEY.. and her new baby. i was so excited to see her. i missed her so much (( Stacey is a girl that used to work with me but she quit cuz her baby was coming... people say she is my long lost twin.. lol)) but yes.. so i also trained this new girl tonight. She was pretty cool. Oh ok but yeah so Ryann was suppost to be at work by 5 and she still wasnt there at 6 so i called her and she was liek oh i was suppost to work??! i was like umm YEAH and she is in like New Mexico or something.. which means KALIE HAS TO STAY LONGER. UGH! i swear. She AlWaYS does that to me. Anyways.. MORP is in like 2 weeks... along with my 17th birthday. I have NO idea what i'm doing. Well.. i'm tired so i think i'm going to go now.. <33 Kalie **I need a miracle.** Do You Love Me?

just another day... [18 Feb 2004|08:37pm] [ mood | rejected ] [ music | with you// jessica simpson ] Well today was alright, just another day ya know. I had to work today but i got off early cuz we were really slow... so i called Will and we talked for like 5 or 10 mins. then he was like ok call me back in 10 mins. so i did....he didnt answer.. hmm what do ya know? Oh Well- who cares? i'm not going to waste my time. so i went to Dom's house and we talked about relationships. Which made me realize that i dont like even ONE person..whats wrong with me???? HA- guess its just cuz i know NO ONE like me. so yeah. it just kinda seems like everyone has someone... like of coarse Rachel has Zack and like Sandra and this one guy from Highland are kinda hooking up then Lisa is hooking up too, Erynn has Mario, Becky AlWaYs has SoMeOnE... Dominic is kinda hooking up with Michelle, Matt ALWAYS has some CHICK... Brandon and Candace.... Wow- i dont know what to say..?? I guess i'm just better off by myself..... School just frickin SUCKS, i swear. I'm like NEVER going to be able to hang out with my friends cuz of Chemistry. My birthday is in like 2 weeks- i have NO idea what i'm doing or if i AM doing AnYtHiNg... all i know is that i have ONE more year and i am sOoOo out of here- me and Becky dude.. getting an apartment and our parents can kiss out ASS'! Well i think i'm going to go take a shower now and go to sleep. <333 Kalie *Single for the rest of my life...* 3 Does | Do You Love Me?

OMG! i want him.... [11 Feb 2004|06:12pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | So Fresh and So Clean-Outkast ] Well today was just GRREAT. i have 2 projects at school, and they are both due on Tues. and we have a 3-day-weekend! YES! But anyways- i REALLY REALLY hope i can hang out with ___ this weekend. Still have no Valentine. but its okay... i guess. i have to work ALL weekend.. UGH! ok well i dont have much to write right now so i'll write later. xoxox luv yas <33 Kalie 2 Does | Do You Love Me?

better day =) [09 Feb 2004|06:23pm] [ mood | DamN piLLs! haha ] [ music | Dirty!- Christina! ] Well today has been pretty good. My dad got my car washed and the oil changed and all that good stuff... and i went with Rachel to go buy something for Zack for Valentines Day. it kinda made me sad cuz i want a Valentine! OH well though.. i think ___ likes me. well i hope. hehe. Tomorrow i "work" ((hehe)) but not really cuz my parents think i work but really i got my girl from work to work for me and i'm going to go hang out with ____. Shame on me! hehehe! **10 mins. later** well i dont have much to talk about right now so i'm going to go dance to DIRTY!!! lol luv yas xoxoxo <333 Kalie Do You Love Me?

I want him.. [08 Feb 2004|10:24am] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Ying Yang Twins- Salt Shaker! ] Well this weekend kinda SUCKED. On friday, i went crazy on my parents so i couldnt go out. I swear i was SOoOoOo pissed off... i got my cell phone taken away for the night. So i couldnt call ___ and tell him i couldnt hang out. Gosh i feel bad cuz like the past 4 weekends he has wanted to hang out and i cant. i kinda feel like his rebound but when i told him i thought that he said i was dumb. so i'm still a little confused about him so i'm not going to get TOO attached. Welp.. Valentines Day is coming up and i'm lonely this year.. i dont really have anyone to ask to be my Valentine now that i think about it. but oh well.. its a StUpId "holiday" anyway. My daddy is going to buy me new speakers today!.. YES! thank god cuz i cannot hear my music anymore in my car.(Fuckin' low lifes that have nothing better to do but still from teenagers...FucKeRs) Anyways- oh man, yesterday i woke up and was in the cleaning mood... i cleaned my WHOLE frickin room.. organized it and EvErYtHiNg! it smells good too. lol Well i got to go get ready for Work now, i'll write later. xoxoxox luv yas <333 Kalie **Kiss Me** 2 Does | Do You Love Me?

GrOuNdEd 4 LiFe [06 Feb 2004|06:18pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | One Call Away- Chingy ] Well today is just frickin peachey.. nothing too exciting happened at school, in chemistry we made some tye-dye shirts...um yeah so i dont have to work tonight, woah whooo, but one problem... i CANT get my dad to let me do anything! GeEeEz! i swear to god! i'm going to be grounded for the rest of my life and my friends are going to forget about me and then i'll just be a frickin loser ass loner! UgH! but i'm trying to get him to let me do SOMETHING. GeEz would it kill him to be nice? Anyways my dad and i went to get my check after school and then we went to go look for some new speakers ( since i was one of the victums in out ghetto ass schools car jack!) but we had no luck, so then we went and cashed my check and my dad got me a credit card! Oh Wow! ExCiTiNg! yeah and now i'm here at home... doing NOTHING as usual. I just found out yesterday that the MORP dance is the day after my (17th) birthday! yay! i think i wanna get like all the girls to go to it. it would be FuN.(since i prolly wont get a GUY date.. haha) Welp i still have a thing for **** but he is wierd. must be a Sophmore thing.. haha jm. okay well i'm going to go now. i'll write later. xoxoxoxo luv yas. Muah <333 Kalie   Do You Love Me?

will u be my valentine..?? [01 Feb 2004|07:47pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Liz Phair- Why cant i? ] Well this weekend was so boring- i really hope i can go somewhere next weekend... i feel bad cuz i couldnt hang out with ____ again... i have to admit i kinda have a thing for him. Right now no one is home, my parents went to a superbowl party, oh and i'm whiting my teeth with Crest Whitestrips! yay! haha well i dont really know what to write right now so i'll write later.. <333 KALIE (i miss you...) 1 Does | Do You Love Me?

Change.. [30 Jan 2004|04:33pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Finch CD ] Wow- i havent written in here for forever! Well my life has been just fine... today was alright but it sucks that i can't do anything this weekend. i have to work tomorrow and sunday from 12-4.. not bad ******* and i had a interesting conversation last night.. it really made me think... everytime i talk to him he makes me think. i really wish me and him we're closer, he has no idea. and i would perfer that he didnt know cuz he might think i like him or something. and then that will just probably scare him away. I miss my BEXTER so frickin much! i feel like me and her havent talked or hung out in like FOREVER! its so sad! i miss u hunnnieee! lol Oh and i can't forget about my LIsaS! dude we like NEVER hang out.. trust me, we will SOON! Well i dont have much to say right now so i'm going to go <333 Kalie xoxoxo 2 Does | Do You Love Me?

GoOd MoRnInG [07 Dec 2003|09:58am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | the radio ] Well this weekend has been okay. I haven't done AnYtHiNg though.. friday i worked from 6 til' 10:30 or something.. i had to help close cuz i was an hour late, cuz i had to go to another modeling interview all the way in Scottsdale. I decided i dont want to do it yet because i would be SoOoOo over-loaded with school and work and modeling an friends and family and i'm not the type if person to always be doing sOmEtHiNg.. i NeEd my time to myself, like relax time.. time to think and stuff. Tonight my family and me are going to some Christmas concert thingy. There is only 2 more weeks til' Christmas and i havent bought ANYTHING! i think i might go next weekend, i still need to get Lisas something.. her Birthday is on FRIDAY! Brandon's birthday is on Weds.-- i'm not sure i should get him anything though... MaYbE! Yesterday i worked from 11 til' 4 and i ate after work with Kristen, i swear i gained like 20 pounds yesterday! but yeah, then i came home and my family was putting up Christmas decorations and my mommy had Christmas music on and was singing.. ((aww i love Christmas!)) me and my mommy went to the store and rented a movie and picked up some stuff then came home and watched Bruce Almighty, i thought it was a GoOoD movie, i laughed and cryed, it was just great. Well i think i'll write later cuz i am starving! luv yas xoxoxox Muah i want him Do You Love Me?

Well.... [04 Dec 2003|05:48pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | none ] Well... i told him.. its done and over with... and i'm not sure how i feel.. <333 him Do You Love Me?

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